It’s not as easy as it looks

Recently my daughter-in-law, Hannah, snapped a few photos of me and Steeve as we were having coffee at Zola, a local coffee shop.

I love all the photos friends have taken of me and Steeve through the years - often when we had no idea a photo was being taken - because there are so many good memories associated with those photos.

However, despite all the smiles and the laughs and good times, I think it’s important to note:

Cross cultural ministry, cross cultural partnership . . .these are not as easy as it might sometimes look on social media.

Through the years Steeve and I have had to work hard to build trust and maintain our friendship which is the basis of our work relationship.

Particularly in the early years, there were a lot of tears from me and a lot of crossed arms and “the face” from Steeve.

I remember a few years ago during an exceptionally difficult time, I decided: “I’m going to believe the best about Steeve even when I am tempted to think the worst.” That was a huge turning point for me. I was making a conscious choice about where my thoughts would go in the midst of conflict.

I asked Steeve to tell me why he thinks we work together so well despite all of our differences. Here’s what he said:

Yes, sometimes we both cry, we feel frustrated or depressed, and we want to give up.

Sometimes we think we get it, but we really don’t. Sometimes we think that we understand each other very well, but later we realize we didn’t understand each other at all.

Sometimes we have good intentions, but that doesn’t change the fact that we feel deeply hurt.

You (Becky) are more open to express your feelings when you’re hurt, but I am more quiet and hurt inside.

Sometimes we hurt each other by one word (Creole or English) when words just don’t have the same meaning in our different cultures.

Sometimes we get mad to each other for weeks and sometimes all we need to reconcile is a coffee, and that is funny because one of the first fights we had after starting Haiti Awake was about coffee.

Sometimes we get upset because of coffee, but sometimes coffee help us reconcile. Now we have at Haiti Awake have a joke about “reconciliation coffee,” but no one really understands that joke but me and you.

Above all, without any doubt, we love each other and want to walk by each other’s side. And that’s why we keep walking together.

But it seems our friendship doesn’t make any sense when we try to explain it to others.

I agree. It’s hard to explains something to others that we ourselves don’t really understand, but we know that it’s true. We were meant to work together, we both love Haiti, and we are truly friends.